Thursday, February 15, 2007
things happened all around.
ate sakae today, with layling, pamela, pete and james!
long time nv spend time with james alr. haha. =) really enjoyed it. and really enjoyed the rest as well! pete, pam, lays. all the funny photos. AHAH. esp pete's one. yay! finally got something that i can
le suo him about. haha. its cute, and kinda spastic.
but i'll be nice and i won't post it up la. its sealed along with all our covenant all that forbidened photos. those within us, the fellowship of the three... HAHA.
will post the others up soon.
anyway, valentine's was yesterday. had a chocolate-filled day. i was just busy chewing on all the various chocolates that others gifted me with. tomberlone, ferror rocher, cadbury frog bar, hershey kisses, and etc. felt v blessed. anyway, CJ has this tradition called tag-a-friend day. its pretty cool. small card board pieces with some colourings on them are stuck unto wooden pegs. so ya can write messages on the cardboard, and
tag them onto someone, screaming "TAG!".
and i've been seeing alot of roses, and i've been trying to take quite a couple of shots with my cam. got some really nice ones. i'll post pict soon. i'm lazy now.
today, today, today.
i'm where i am cause of you. you chose the twelve, and drew them near. im here because you chose and drew me close. now, draw me even closer. help me treasure our relationship, and cherish it, not inducing smudges and blemishes unto it.you. nothing but you. make that heart turn to you. all of that hearts as well.
express yourself {11:17 PM}
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
ahh. actually, its kinda clear to me alr.
the clearer the vision, the less number of options, the easier it is to decide.
i just pray that the resulting place would be pleasant to dwell in. i dont want to be a victim of cliques again.
praying thru' to confirm my choice.
What do you say?
express yourself {12:24 AM}
Monday, February 12, 2007
seeing the sec 4 ppl ard blogging abt their Os results and etc, and i havent. so thought that i might do so.
but actually im lazy to do so, and im kinda unwilling to disclose some stuff.
but anyway, i got 11.
was expecting sth else, but oh wells. then thinking thru' again, i am really glad for what i've gotten. considering how i've been managing my time between studies, ministry and slacking. lol.
not bad la, and probably that's why God decided to let me get A2 for CCA, so that i can minus 2 bonus. so altogether minus 4 bonus. heh. im really thankful for this man. was really nervous, and scared that i might just fail HCL.
i need to be secure in you. always remind me that i dont have to be perfect, and that i'm unique from the rest.
express yourself {11:58 PM}
i havent been blogging like how i have been as before.
maybe i should be like last time again. it was kinda nice and refreshing, always posting about my insights and experience from God, usually immediately after i spent my qt. now, i usually js write em' down somewhere.
the spiritual high. hope its not a sign of roller coaster-ing spiritual life. haha.
i only pray that their eyes would be opened. and i hope that the time i spent with them is enough. but it doesnt seem so.was whinning to God in blank space just now earlier, after some series of events in the evening. i resorted to moaning, groaning, screaming a little bit and stuff like that. basically, venting out and destressing. had so many unvirtuous stuff in my mind. was repenting on the way back as well.
oh, caused i missed 1 stop, so i gave up the idea of walking back to the previous bus stop to take my bus, but to simply walk to back home.
then starting to pray out loud in tongues. haha. cause the road was deserted ma. then felt more at ease, and in peace.
sometimes, when things get so complicated and i become so short-sighted, walking with you suddenly seem so much more important. it is the perfect solution.
walk with Jesus, taste His goodness, loving Jesus, serving Jesus.
in this right order. and I pray that it'll be actualised in all their lives.
express yourself {11:36 PM}